A Turn for Bliss

Ayo~!

So I`m home.. after a one night extend from school. I know, why would I wanna do something like that ? It`s just I wanted to settle some things and go home free of useless load, like homework. Let me tell you one or two things that happened during my stay. Okay, I slept a lot, of course and this one time when I woke up after a nice nap I heard some construction workers outside. Yea I was kinda scared but I had my door locked right after a friend ditched me to go see some people. I was all alone and the only thing I could think about was the toilet. Yes, the toilet.

The bliss I was talking about ? I have no idea, I just thought I`ve finally fitted in the school`s society even though going to the surau for Subuh is still hard. I don`t know some of the girls from my batch but it`s okay, I`ll get to know them some other time. The thing is, I don`t know how to say this but sometimes I can be someone I want to be there. I don`t mean I`m changing 180* and forgetting who I really am. It`s just that the two schools I`ve been through, if you`ve been here with me for this 4 years and add up my traits from both schools, you can see the 100% me. Yea, 50% real me is in my old school and the other 50% is here at my new school. Do you get it now ? I`ve never been my whole self.

Some problems, we just have to shrug it off. It ain`t easy especially for us girls but when you learn to see the silver lining in everything bad then you can enjoy. Life is like eenie meanie miney mo ( i don`t know if i`m spelling it right), it`s all you and your choices, smart or stupid. I mean, you can tell which is which so tataa...